Can I Keep Up?

Haven't been here for awhile because work became insane and took up all my time. Then I threw my back out (which is bullshit b/c I am only 31!!!) and lost my job as a result. Like they don't understand that if I can't stand I can't work....DUH!!!!! Oh, well....then depression set in and it has kicked my as ever since. So I go to the Dr. , and he basically tells me to 'get happy'. WTF? Are you kidding me? I tried to explain to him that I have been battling depression since I was 17 and that I needed some help, and btw...could I get something to help my back? No, he says...just take a few asprin and keep using your heating pad (which only works if I leave it on 24/7). You know, I could walk into the Dr.'s office with my arm hanging by a vein and another patient could have a hangnail....he will get some Valium, Xanax, Vicodin and Flexiril. I on the other hand would just end up getting told to 'take some asprin'....which, btw, I am loathe to do as it upsets my tummy.
So, basically I am just over it! That and the 'friend' who stole from me. It has been over 2 months and she is still trying to contact me. She feels the need to 'explain' something to me, and no matter how much I ignore her she just keeps calling. UGH!!!!!! On the upside it is Darkum's B-day this weekend and we are going to Lafayette to celebrate. Grapie is gonna be there too! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! As long as Stumpy doesn't show up it will be a blast! It also gives me a chance to re-cop on some tweed, which is great, because if the Dr. won't give me anything for my depression then it is the next best thing! Later, Taters!!